Cousin's Big Day

The best moment ever when two hearts are finally together for the rest of their life

Majlis akad nikah n persandingan bjlan ngn lancar dat day.aku jdi pyambut tetamu wif my sis ain n my elder sis n dad were MC for dat day..majlis diserikan lagi ngn paluan kompang n iringan bag pipe n laluan bwah pedang kt dewan merak kayangan..sgt perfect.pgantin pn nmpak sgt heppy,bseri2 n bhagia sgt..well,tu la org ckp seri pgantin.trus rase xcited nk kawin..tp..no no no..calon pn xjmpe lg..huhu..so let's check my fb facebook.com/babynuenue

why ME???!!

EMPTY_________KOSONG

hidup ini terasa kosong..dunno y..feels like numb
cinta untukku terasa indah ttp knp hatiku sllu sepi?
i realized dat sumtimes tak sume y kite nak kite dpt,
wlaupon kite tau ape y kite nak,maybe kite tatau how to xpress our feelings..
tp knp susa sgt org na phm hati kite thru actions??
people said dat action speaks louder than word kan..
or maybe ati sndri tak pasti ngn ape y kite nak bile kite dlarang mnaruh harapan?
tp knp dia bg harapan?ouhh..aku semakin keliru..

adakah diriku ini tidak layak mnjadi seorang KEKASIH?
hanya layak mnjadi teman tp mesra @skandal?
whyy?whyy me??

hati ini mmg snang trusik bila d uji dgn mcm2 hal.
wlaupun bibir pnuh glak tawa tp hatiku sepi
aku hanya mgharapkan kesabaran dlm hati.
Tuhan kuatkn lah hati n iman ku ini.
kerna insan mu ini sgt lemah,kdg2 brendam air mata tanpa sebab..
ouhh no..i need to be strong...

CRY

I'm not the type to get my heart broken
I'm not the type to get upset and cry
'cause I never leave my heart open
Never hurts me to say goodbye
Relationships don't get deep to me
Never got the whole in love thing
And someone can say they love me truly
But at the time it didn't mean a thing
My mind is gone,
I'm spinning round
And deep inside, my tears I'll drown
I'm losing grip, what's happening
I stray from love,
this is how I feel
This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I'm, in this condition
And I've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry
Did it happen when we first kissed?
'cause it's hurting me to let it go
Maybe 'cause we spent so much time
And I know that it's no more
I should've never let you hold me baby
Maybe why I'm sad to see us apart
I didn't give to you on purpose
Can't figure out how you stole my heart
How did I get here with you, I'll never know?
I never meant to let it get so, personal
And after all I tried to do,
to stay away from loving you
I'm broken heart
and I can't let you know
And I won't let it show
You won't see me cry
This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I'm, in this condition
And I've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry
All my life...

when u fall for the wrong guy....

it's been like ages I didn't update my blog.. kinda miss u :)

well..definitely a lot of story i wanna share here..n yes.it's about a stupid GUY

sometimes we juz fell in love witout really knowing who we r actually wif.

the story begins when i stat knal a guy nie,he's one of my sis's fwen.

kitorg knl kt fb je.well,knl jela coz at first mmg pkir mmber2 je kan..

he's kinda rude,annoying n mmg ta pndai jage ati org lgsung.suke ckp lpas.bajet bgus.mcm ensem sgt kan..haha..nek myampah tgk muke die kdg2.

suke2 je nk komen org itu ini..can u imagine die sound i slumber jek.1st date da ckp dress up mcm nk g kl.ekeleyh,,suke ati la org na pki ape pownn..then die ckp i ni mcm cover2 ckp mcm tratur je.knp rmbut messy la.mcm tak sikat n wat so ever la..nek gram jek...tp time tu leh sbr lg.so diam kan aje la.dlm ati ckp sudahla,ni 1st n last aku jmpe mmat poyo nie...

n afta dat,die mcm smgat plk.kalo bole evryday ajk lpk time cuti sem ritu...n i lyankan jela...

lgpon mmg tgh boring kan,mber2 plk bz ngn life msg2.die ajk lpk ngn my sisters,his fwens.

lepk mapley,karok,movie,syisha..mcm2 la..n stat dr ctu, die nye prangai pon da stat len mcm.

nk jiwang2 bagai.mule2 mmg ignore je coz rse cm mls nk pkir nak cintan cintun ni kan..

aku mmg ketegaq gler la bak kate org kedah..die pjuk mcm2..nk mnje2 la..geli pown ade.

ak ckp jela bnda y btol mmg geli pown kdg2,ta psl2 kan.b4 tis da la kasar.sp la nk jtuh ati aytee..huuuu

tp ati girl kan..mcm kerak nasi,lm2 lmbut gk.lg2 ble my fwens ckp y die npk bsungguh2 rather than guy y i pnh knl b4 tis..tp 2laa..mmg lame gk nak amik msa nk trima die.at last aku wt confession,y aku da stat syg kt die...time tu mmg bhgia gk la..

rse mcm heppy sgtt..even blom stat jtuh cinta lg..

to cut a long story short,

a week afta blik mlaka,he started to change.suddenly da tanak text ak sgt.

col pown da tak slu.kalo tak,if ak snyap kjp die da glabah crik.so kt c2 da tak sdp ati.

time blk weeknd pown die cm ta heran nk jmpe ak.dh len mcm jee..

siasat punye siasat tup2! dpt tau y die act tgh angau ngn a girl y b4 tis die ckp pnh thegeh2 ngn die,tp die tak lyan,, WTH! mmg gram gler laa..ta psl2 die brubah sbb kan girl tue.hello! b4 tis die kutok bagai nk rak.las2 bole bcinta.np die bg aku harapan mcm2 tp at last bcnta ngn org len?

mmg bjurai gk la air mate time tu mcm waterfall..aku mki hamun die tk igt dunia punye.

luckily my fwens were around.kalo tak mmg aku da g bnuh 2-2 ekor tu,mmg bangang gler.

die bole dUMP aku cm2 jerk..mmg gler bodo je ak rase time tu....y girl tu plk mmg bodo,tatau malu,da ade bf tp curang.amik ksempatan sbb dorg tgh konflik..arghh!mmg bangang.da npk aku slu wall to wall ngn mamat tu pown sbok nk jeles.mmg keVAVIan di citu..

n till now aku ta leh lupe lg.so da mls nk pkir psl love.

coz most of guys nowadays mmg tatau ape y dorg nk.like to have fun witout noticed dat dorg da hurt sumeone's around them..nthlaa..nk kate aku bodo,kdg2 mmg btol kot.hurmmm..

tp 2la..sbr tu kan sparuh drp iman :) so better aku move on je kan..wtpe pkir psl org y ta pnh care about us n our feelings..

EXAM MODE~

stressnye time final niee..

sumtymes rase mcm i'm kinda prepared but ade gk y ta rety jwb..

ish,2la ta baek over confident tp 2la normal la kn human makes mistake :P

now tatau nk wtpe..nk stat stdy pown mlash..ngee..

tp men fb laju jerk..ape nk jdi tah.. :D

act ta sbr nk abeskn final nie..nk release tension afta final

coz nk kna wt short course lg afta 1wik break..

sgt excited nk hengout ngn mber2..g reunion n fight bowling

da mcm2 event da plan hope la jd

slu ape y plan beriya y slu ta jdi..if tak plan,last min ajk on ajer kn..

so hopefully afta tis no more rejection n cancellation la..it hurts..chewaahh~

hurm..aritu b4 final kitowg ade fight bowling..

n g bjimba mne tah lagik..mmg heaven kalo xde xm..

Photogenik VS photogedik

i love cameraaa!...yes really~

so snap2 :)

boring....

waaaaa...da lme xupdate blog nie..

ni pown kna pkse ngn nina hamdan

xabes2 bsing tny np da lme xupdate blog..

rindu i la 2..Bhahaa... :))

act sgt boring in my room..

roomate blk kl..now i'm all alone.. :(

hurm..wat shud i say?blurrr..hehe

nothing much happened lately

goin 2 cluz,done wif quiz,test,asgmnt n some of d project paper n presentation...

br jer on9,check fb,ms sume..boring gk..

nk stdy?mybe malam..mood xdtg lg nie..

haa..ckp psl prsntation sgt heppy coz present IBM,international biz aritu lectrr puji very2 good presentation..kembng gk time 2..haha..

rase gler worth sbb dpt pujian..alhamdulillah sume ok :)

btw,aritu br jerk men bowling kt mitc ngn juju,myra n nina

besh coz i mng 2 out of 3games dat we played..hehe

tp byk kali gk foul..besela men kt tmpt bru,mmg sume still function lg..

pntang tlebey line sket bising..teeett!buek malu den yo..haha

tp xkesahla,jnji dpt strike n spare kire orait la 2 kn..weeee :D

nina lg besh..time die xstrike..bile jlnkn org laen strike bkn maen lg..

myra plg besh..first time maen katenyer..tp blg kuat xhengat..

blg cm klapa pown hebat gk tuh..hahaa

juju maintain..nk bsaing ngn i..tp xdpt jepp..haha

then mlm 2 straight g k5..nk wt suprise kt juju

besday die 13.3.10 aritu tp we ol clb8 lmbt sket coz bsday die on sat,sume blk kl kn

tp die still blur gk time we ol suprised die dat day..igt da boley agk sbb myra asek tlepas ckp je..

minah xpndai cover..dpt cubitan manje kt peha time 2..pdn muke :P

bile da abes mkn sume br la azmir n ayu tpacul dtg bwk kek..

agk lmbt..dan2 plk time 2 msing bat flat..tgl bufday gal nyer fon jer y still on..haha

tp xpela..bile dorf smpi juju still blur..n muke tade prasaaan

i n myra jerk y smngat nynyi heppy burfday kuat2..haha

tp pape pon thibur gk la..heppy belated burfday juju!! :))

b4 dat ade gk g tgk hot balloon kt D.P aritu..

ayu bkn maen cuak lg..

last2 die y excited..siap nk tgk smpi belon 2 get folded by the crew kn..

ta bleyh blah..haha